Awkward ello

It’s already the end of 2017, about 7 days from now, I’m turning 24. Fuck, I’m old…….

Well the main reason I’m here is not because of my birthday approaching but just feels like leaving something here before 2017 ends as I did not update my blog at all for this year. Do people still blog? Well, mainly people now are more active on ig,fb or busy making money on youtube. No body promotes stuff on blog like years ago isn’t it?

I first start blogging because I love having a diary. By diary, I mean lots of it. I started to have one when I was in my primary school. Whew, now I’m done with schools, still struggling with my uni path but alhamdulillah I am now doing my bachelor in accountancy. Never thought that one day I’ll be doing this and making this as a career of mine but anyhow, I have no regret at all. Doing diploma in accountancy before is the best thing ever. The best has yet to come but I am keeping my mind open so I can accept and welcome the new challenges that I will face laterrrr.

I would love to add on a little tiny bit about my life now, well, I am 24 soon, I am finally done with diploma, I graduated months ago, my sister is now staying with her hubby in KL, blessed with one kid, the new member of our family, Riyadh Zidan. My brother is engaged, my little brother is now working and already decided what color would his wedding theme be, my best friend is now engaged too! I am so happy for her.

I guess that’s all for now! So, will be saying my hello again soon. insyaAllah.

Mannequin

Okay, this is awkward. 

It’s been a long time since I last update my blog, and I made a promised to keep on posting things here but whatever. I am clearly can’t be trusted.

I feel like talking, but I don’t feel like opening my mouth and talk, therefore, I decided to write instead. It’s almost April and MY FINAL EXAM IS APPROACHING. FER RILS~

Have I studied? NOPE. Clearly.

Am I confident enough to score and pass? NOPE.

But I have another story to share today.

I always wanted a mannequin.

Okay, just to be clear, not the mannequin with long legs and long arm. Just a simple mannequin.

Here’s the attachment of the mannequin. *wink*

I want it and saw it online. This people sell their mannequin FOR RM 35 AND THAT’S CHEAP!!! but this is a diff version of mannequin but whatever. 

I feel like crying my eyes out that I can’t have it because the postage to Sarawak will be costly. 

Cost more than the mannequin. Up to hundreds of ringgit.

So, here I am. Thinking when can I have my mannequin. sigh. 

FULLSTOP. 

Weekend Getaway!

Good day Kota Samarahan!

Today's update is about my weekend getaway to DAMAI PURI bitchessss!

I jump in excitement so when my bro ask me If want to join him along to Damai Puri because Sesco is having a Family Day. I didn't have to join their Family day activities, just have to mind my own business.Basically, I am one of those parasite who follow my abang but don't even show up to their family day stuffs. Whatever it is, I am going to have the time o ma laife! 

So, The last time I went to Damai is in the year 2008? Yes that was it. During that time, my family and I went to Damai Resort instead. So this time I am going to Damai Puri! 

Hashtag sakai, hashtag excited the moment I saw the Gunung Santubong is getting nearer!

I kept on snapchat’in and uploading picture at twitter. 

Don’t blame me; I am appreciating every little bits of it!  

This post is going to be long I guess? And mind this. I am not a good story teller but I’ll try to get my story straight to the point? If I didn’t, please… give me more chances to prove you that I CAN DO THAT. (Hey, maybe I should’ve made that as one of my New Year resolutions?)

Okay! That’s me giving you a heartwarming welcoming video. I am new at this. Gosh. It’s hard. Once I’m done videoing myself, I can feel little hint of blush around my cheek because there’s this one family actually starred at me. Hahahaha! Iboh sekoh gilak aihh! 

FOR YOUR INFORMATION! The hallway to every room in the Damai Puri is eerie looking. 

The instinct of ghost running to you while walking there alone at night is strong! I will get back to it later. 

Anyway this is how my room look alike! 

Since my bro is leaving me alone for his family day stuffs, I am taking the opportunity to have little me time, doing some strolling and laying around the pools, watching the waves hitting each other 

( HAHAHAHA SO FUNNY THE WAY I DESCRIBE IT ) . 

At that point of my life, I am very grateful to be able to watch this wonderful creation of Allah.

 HOW MAJESTIC! 

The picture on the bottom right, I have to use a timer. I think I should get myself a selfie stick in case, I happen to venture alone someday . HAHAHA 

do you know?! 

If your love for chess is beyond everything, that you think without chess you’re unable to breath and you must play chess anywhere and everywhere you go, good news for you chess lover! There’s this one big chess made by wood provided for you to play… just don’t bring me to play with you because I am suck at playing chess. But if you wish to see me play, let me win alright?

 Cause I hate losing…… 

There’s Ping-Pong table too! There’s no picture of it because a siblings of 4 is playing it. I don’t want to look like a stalker or some psycho taking their picture with my phone. (Note to self, next time, carry my Tyrex or my canon instead! Oh those who didn’t know, Tyrex are my Sony DSLR and have been my family since 2009. Love you tyrex! )

AGAIN… if you wish to play Ping-Pong with me, think thrice. Maybe think millions of times before you offer me because I am suck at any sports! 

If only shopping is one of the sports, then, maybe you should’ve brought me along to join you. 

Then,I go to the other side of the Damai Puri’s and I got hungry. (pig)

So, I went to Elements. I can smell the Laksa aromas the moment I enter and was thinking to have Laksa for minum petang. Wow my minum petang is so heavy. Maybe I should consider getting myself one whole chicken instead? Okay kidding. At first, I would like to have Laksa but I changed my mind. I got myself some penne pasta and Teh Tarik.

Done eating, I got bored. I got nothing to do because I didn’t bring my story books along and I left my laptop at my brother’s house. CLEVER LITTLE GIRL. I went to lobby because that’s the only place for free wifi……. 

And I am so mad at myself. For not bringing things that I should! 

Honestly, the only thing I want to do that time is not insta-ing,facebook-ing,twitter-ing BUT  I want to do some readings. 

So I went to Berguna, their convenience store, and there is no magazine at all! 

Not so convenience huh? Hahahaha. 

I decided to lepak kosong at lobby till my bro came back! 

And about half and hour later, my brother came back from his family day stuffs. 

He is bringing along the beach sand with him. 

Our room is filled with sands! 

Not for long,after magrib, he went out again for family day dinner and I am not invited. 

Kesian. Nama penumpang. Sedar la dirik. Hahaha

This is the best part of the day.
Highlight of the night!!

He gave me money for dinner and asks me to call for room services so I don’t have to go down to have my dinner. 

The price for room services is slightly higher than you go sendirik to their restaurant. 

So, rebellious(wow) me decided to go to element on my own! 

First of all, the weather is very windy at that time and air pasang. 

The wave is so ganas and the sound of it so scary that I almost pissed myself. Kidding. 

As I mentioned earlier, the hallway is eerie looking because the view of the hallway is hutan and I got scared! 

I ran like Hussein boltz to the lift because I am imagining something at the forest is staring at me, and maybe something in the hallway with kain putih is chasing me, and of course, at that time also, I am imagining something is melekat at the ceiling and gave me eerie friendly smile.

That doesn’t end there. The lift.

The lift itself-reminds me of Adam Family maybe because of the colour. Hahahahaha. 

I survived!

I made my way to elements again. IT IS SO EMPTY!

I ordered myself a Laksa and milo. When this waiter sent me my laksa, he asks me this question “having dinner alone?” and I said, yes…. With little bit awkward in my voice. And he ask again. “whyyyyy?” and I said, “just because…? “ finally he left me and said, “enjoy your laksa and your warm milo!” 

THANK YOU LIKE FINALLY. 

WELL, when i was eating, Right in front of my eating table, there’s a lovely bird having their candle light dinner with flowers and two candles on their table. 

Worst part is, I am facing them.
My laksa is hot and little bit spicy (I am not the person who tahan pedas) and so I sobbed! 

Not because I am crying! Because the food is hot and spicy! 

The waiter look at me and said, “are you oookayyyy?" with a worried voice, and lots of question written on his face! I was like “yess! Pedas jak!” 

he must be thinking I am one of the broken hearted women who got sad after being dumb by my boyfriend, and crying looking at the lovely bird who is enjoying their time. Hahahaha!

The truth is, my bro left me for dinner and my bf is currently in Melaka doing his non-stop assignments. HAHA.

I went back to the lobby again because I don’t want to go to my room alone with the hope that abang will be back asap. But he didn’t. I got fed up waiting, so with the power I have in me, I made my step to my room. Of course, with some sort of running. Hahahahaha.

I tuck myself to bed with some pluggies on because my bro is a heavy snoring. Shortly after, he came back home.

Actually,even with pluggies, I can still hear him snore loud and clear….. why?! 

The next morning, before checkout, we had our breakfast at Elements because the breakfast is complimentary. 

I managed to get myself this for breakfast because i am not a heavy breakfast person. 

And so, that's my weekend! How's yours? 

Loves, 

Hafizha Husini. 

        xx 

Sekoh Attack

Hallo to every inch of you! 

I’m back! It’s the weekend haul ~  What are you up to during this weekend?

Well, as for me, today I went to Viva city with my darling Kai, since today is the opening day of our very own Viva city (VC) !! My first impression of VC is, it reminds me little bit of Pavi but obviously Pavi is Pavi, Viva is Viva. There’s so many famous branded shop open at VC & also good news to chicken lover! Nando’s is HERE! I am excited as I can’t wait to taste its wedges again! 

Fun Fact! I love Nando’s wedges more than its chicken. I personally think that the chicken taste too chicken. It’s okay if you don’t get me, but I TRIED.  

Apart from that, one of the interesting shops that caught my eyes is, Kaison. It reminds me little bit of Daiso, and Alya told me that Kaison reminds her of IKEA. Since I have never been to IKEA all my life YET, so I am picturing IKEA to be something like this but maybe more massive than Kaison. Well, I must say that the price is okay, not overpriced. I got myself a white musk room fragrance where you can hang it inside your wardrobe for only RM 1.60 per packet. Isn’t that cool?! OF COURSE IT IS! To whomever who loves Tumblr and wants to have a Tumblr kind of room, Kaison is for you. Definitely. If you are the person that into house deco, Kaison is for you. Into Plushies? Kaison is the place for you. Sick of your same plain old room wall? Kaison is for you. Why? There’s like a roll of wallpaper that only cost you RM 20. Desperate for present paper for incoming Christmas? They sell it only for RM 0.50 per paper. It’s cheap. The quality is fantastic. How can one say no to Kaison? I can’t.  I have so many in my wish list, but I decided to put it on hold because my room is going to be my sister wedding room. So I cannot do anything to décor it yet, so perhaps other time. Hehe.  At some point maybe I should ask Kaison to pay me for advertised their shop? JK!

I am emphasizing only to the shop that only I am excited for. HAHA. 

Anyway, do you know what Zanmai sushi is? It’s going to be in KUCHING THIS END OF DECEMBER! Yay to all sushi lovers! I am not going to downgrading sushi king because sushi king is life before I tasted Zanmai back in KL months ago but honestly, after  I TRIED the taste of beautiful Zanmai, I am never be able to move on from Zanmai.Zanmai almost brought me to tears when I tasted it. I just can’t forget the memories of first time eating it. To the point, our table remains silent for about 2 minutes because we’re enjoying the sensation of Zanmai.. HAHAHA. The green tea is FREE FLOW! You mainly have to pay for RM 2 something if I’M NOT MISTAKEN. Zanmai is LIFE!

What else that caught my eyes?  OH YES! I bought a pair of mask from FACESHOP for RM 13 and few cents only! 

They are doing 3 days OPENING sale, so if you purchase one mask, you will be entitled for another free mask. So as someone who is sik mok rugi, 

I BOUGHT THE FAMOUS ANIMAL MASK! CANT WAIT TO TRY! 

credits to google

Oh there’s a Laneige shop too! I love LANEIGE! I am using Laneige as my daily skin care routine. I’ll to say, hands up to laneige because it works on me. My skin is slowly recovering but! There’s still a scar here and there on my face such as my cheeks and chin. There’s time when pimple popping out here and there but Laneige spot gel is my savior!

credits to google

Hmm, now that I don't know what else to talk about, guess that’s all from me then my dearest beautiful creature, May Allah bless you always!

Goodnight!

Loves,

Hafizha

xx 

2015

Hello, I’m back. It’s been years since my last post, and I’ve decided to come back here! Greetings to every inch of you!

I have reasons to be back here.

• I WANT TO IMPROVE MY WRITINGS. LET IT BE MY GRAMMAR, ENGLISH, YOU NAME IT. 
• I THINK I NEED TO WRITE BECAUSE WRITING IS ONE OF MY PASSIONS BEFORE. SO MAYBE I STILL HAS IT IN ME?

ANYWAY! I’m back! Haha

Now that I’m back, I would like to update anything about me.

I am still me; I think I might gain about 4 kg’s far from what I used to weight before…. (WHY? )
My sister is engaged. I know this has nothing to do with me, but she’s my sister!
I am still with my beloved boyfriend and counting! YAY!
Currently is my final semester in UiTM. Damn time sure if fast!
&&& sadly I can’t think anything aside from the stated above!

SOMETHING TERRIBLE HAPPEN TO ME
(Might be little bit of exaggerating but you get me right)

So, today, I have an audit class. Our lecturer is very strict I TELL YOU! Last week, he told us to be in a group of 6, and we are assigned to do weekly assignment where right after class ends, we need to send a framework by 12pm to his email. (Our class starts at 8 am and supposed to end at 12 pm but he let us out by 11am) ALSO, he will assign us extra homework to be sent to his padlet.

ALSO ( trust me on this, this will be the last also)

He told us that he will randomly choose any group in the class to present weekly topics. RANDOMLY. Did I mention that all of us need to send completed form of the framework in a full elaboration a day before our class too? NO I DID NOT. So, in a way, all of us MUST/HAVE/COMPULSORY to do a preparation for the weekly presentation in case we get LUCKY.

And so the day finally came. WEDNESDAY 8 AM.

I woke up late! Luckily my roommate, baby is in the same class as I do, and also she’s in my grouping. Therefore she woke me up and the clock is showing 730am ALREADY! SHIT! I CANT ARRIVED LATE TO HIS CLASS!

I speed like ultimate storm. I speed like I am the actress in the fast furious. I speed like I am about to shit. Ok.

And we managed to get in his class IN TIME. He came and he said, the group with the name of
TWO ALYA’S, PLEASE PRESENT. GROUP 6. AND REALITY HIT US! IT’S OUR GROUP!
I can see that my jaw is dropping. Like madly drop.

I AM NOT READY FOR THIS.

We went in front and our presentation starts with me greetings.

Okay first of all,
I LOVE PRESENTING.
SECONDLY,
back in Curtin, I USED TO PRESENT COUNTLESS OF TIMES. My English might NOT be first class, my presenting skill is not first class, but least I will try my best to talk. 

BUT

I AM SO DAMN NERVOUS THAT I LOOK LIKE A PANCAKE WITHOUT A BUTTER
(wait, is pancake required a butter?) why am I so nervous?

I am about to say, good morning to mr bla bla bla and my beloved fellow course mate.

“As for today, our group will be presenting introduction to audit. “

INSTEAD YOU KNOW WHAT I SAID?!

AS FOR TODAY, OUR GROUP WILL BE REPRESENTING INTRODUCTION TO AUDIT.

THAT’S IT!! REPRESENTING?! LIKE SERIOUSLY? REPRESENTING?!!!

INNER ME IS LITERALLY SCREAMING AT ME. HOW SHAMEFUL. HE SHOOK HIS HEAD AND SAID IT’S

  PRESENTING NOT REPRESENTING.

And you can imagine the rest. In the movie, people normally woke up and start to realize it’s just a presentation and they will give their 100% to their listener is way that to show he is not mad by making mistakes. A proof that he is not rubbish and so.

BUT THIS IS REALITY MY DEAR. The reality truck didn’t hit me. They DIDN’T HIT ME JUST LIKE HOW MY PUBERTY DIDN'T HIT ME!!!! 

I screwed up BIG TIME!

I read AND understood on what audit & what their objective are a night before and while waiting for him to come. However, during that time,
my brain decided to close their factory; shut down all the system.
While standing In front, I was looking like a stupid girl that didn’t even prepare anything for the presentation. Oh god not to mention how bad I were looking where I ASK FOR A MINUTE TO GET MYSELF READY. LIKE DUDE. WHY DID I EVEN?! JUST STOP ALREADY! I continued talking. He corrected me and yet I still making the same mistake.

He said audit supposed to check not to ensure

And I keep on saying the word

ENSURE ENSURE ENSURE.

LIKE WTHELL? WHAT IS EVEN WRONG WITH ME TODAY?!

But my audit lecturer is a very cool person, he might be little bit harsh but he’s okay. I like him.

It’s just me. Haha.

So. That’s where I leave my pride & dignity. 

Let me hide myself in the box of potato and come back anytime my dignity has found her way.

Goodnight!

Loves,
Hafizha

XX

Day 86

hello.
updating blog a day before new year are too mainstream so i decided to update my blog 3 days before 2014.

so, 2013.
unexpected year. I've been through a lot this year. nevertheless the sadness, the anger, the happiness,joyousness, laughter, tears and so many more.

here i am. still the same hafizha but not the typical high school girl way of thinking anymore. Met tones of new people, studying in a new place, staying in hostel, no more twitter update of "i wanna go somewhere apart from miri" cause i wanted now is to stay in Miri.

so here some pic of 2013 journey.

day 85

wow.. i miss you. i miss you so much. how are you? did u eat well?