Awkward ello

It’s already the end of 2017, about 7 days from now, I’m turning 24. Fuck, I’m old…….

Well the main reason I’m here is not because of my birthday approaching but just feels like leaving something here before 2017 ends as I did not update my blog at all for this year. Do people still blog? Well, mainly people now are more active on ig,fb or busy making money on youtube. No body promotes stuff on blog like years ago isn’t it?

I first start blogging because I love having a diary. By diary, I mean lots of it. I started to have one when I was in my primary school. Whew, now I’m done with schools, still struggling with my uni path but alhamdulillah I am now doing my bachelor in accountancy. Never thought that one day I’ll be doing this and making this as a career of mine but anyhow, I have no regret at all. Doing diploma in accountancy before is the best thing ever. The best has yet to come but I am keeping my mind open so I can accept and welcome the new challenges that I will face laterrrr.

I would love to add on a little tiny bit about my life now, well, I am 24 soon, I am finally done with diploma, I graduated months ago, my sister is now staying with her hubby in KL, blessed with one kid, the new member of our family, Riyadh Zidan. My brother is engaged, my little brother is now working and already decided what color would his wedding theme be, my best friend is now engaged too! I am so happy for her.

I guess that’s all for now! So, will be saying my hello again soon. insyaAllah.

Mannequin

Okay, this is awkward. 

It’s been a long time since I last update my blog, and I made a promised to keep on posting things here but whatever. I am clearly can’t be trusted.

I feel like talking, but I don’t feel like opening my mouth and talk, therefore, I decided to write instead. It’s almost April and MY FINAL EXAM IS APPROACHING. FER RILS~

Have I studied? NOPE. Clearly.

Am I confident enough to score and pass? NOPE.

But I have another story to share today.

I always wanted a mannequin.

Okay, just to be clear, not the mannequin with long legs and long arm. Just a simple mannequin.

Here’s the attachment of the mannequin. *wink*

I want it and saw it online. This people sell their mannequin FOR RM 35 AND THAT’S CHEAP!!! but this is a diff version of mannequin but whatever. 

I feel like crying my eyes out that I can’t have it because the postage to Sarawak will be costly. 

Cost more than the mannequin. Up to hundreds of ringgit.

So, here I am. Thinking when can I have my mannequin. sigh. 

FULLSTOP. 

Weekend Getaway!

Good day Kota Samarahan!

Today's update is about my weekend getaway to DAMAI PURI bitchessss!

I jump in excitement so when my bro ask me If want to join him along to Damai Puri because Sesco is having a Family Day. I didn't have to join their Family day activities, just have to mind my own business.Basically, I am one of those parasite who follow my abang but don't even show up to their family day stuffs. Whatever it is, I am going to have the time o ma laife! 

So, The last time I went to Damai is in the year 2008? Yes that was it. During that time, my family and I went to Damai Resort instead. So this time I am going to Damai Puri! 

Hashtag sakai, hashtag excited the moment I saw the Gunung Santubong is getting nearer!

I kept on snapchat’in and uploading picture at twitter. 

Don’t blame me; I am appreciating every little bits of it!  

This post is going to be long I guess? And mind this. I am not a good story teller but I’ll try to get my story straight to the point? If I didn’t, please… give me more chances to prove you that I CAN DO THAT. (Hey, maybe I should’ve made that as one of my New Year resolutions?)

Okay! That’s me giving you a heartwarming welcoming video. I am new at this. Gosh. It’s hard. Once I’m done videoing myself, I can feel little hint of blush around my cheek because there’s this one family actually starred at me. Hahahaha! Iboh sekoh gilak aihh! 

FOR YOUR INFORMATION! The hallway to every room in the Damai Puri is eerie looking. 

The instinct of ghost running to you while walking there alone at night is strong! I will get back to it later. 

Anyway this is how my room look alike! 

Since my bro is leaving me alone for his family day stuffs, I am taking the opportunity to have little me time, doing some strolling and laying around the pools, watching the waves hitting each other 

( HAHAHAHA SO FUNNY THE WAY I DESCRIBE IT ) . 

At that point of my life, I am very grateful to be able to watch this wonderful creation of Allah.

 HOW MAJESTIC! 

The picture on the bottom right, I have to use a timer. I think I should get myself a selfie stick in case, I happen to venture alone someday . HAHAHA 

do you know?! 

If your love for chess is beyond everything, that you think without chess you’re unable to breath and you must play chess anywhere and everywhere you go, good news for you chess lover! There’s this one big chess made by wood provided for you to play… just don’t bring me to play with you because I am suck at playing chess. But if you wish to see me play, let me win alright?

 Cause I hate losing…… 

There’s Ping-Pong table too! There’s no picture of it because a siblings of 4 is playing it. I don’t want to look like a stalker or some psycho taking their picture with my phone. (Note to self, next time, carry my Tyrex or my canon instead! Oh those who didn’t know, Tyrex are my Sony DSLR and have been my family since 2009. Love you tyrex! )

AGAIN… if you wish to play Ping-Pong with me, think thrice. Maybe think millions of times before you offer me because I am suck at any sports! 

If only shopping is one of the sports, then, maybe you should’ve brought me along to join you. 

Then,I go to the other side of the Damai Puri’s and I got hungry. (pig)

So, I went to Elements. I can smell the Laksa aromas the moment I enter and was thinking to have Laksa for minum petang. Wow my minum petang is so heavy. Maybe I should consider getting myself one whole chicken instead? Okay kidding. At first, I would like to have Laksa but I changed my mind. I got myself some penne pasta and Teh Tarik.

Done eating, I got bored. I got nothing to do because I didn’t bring my story books along and I left my laptop at my brother’s house. CLEVER LITTLE GIRL. I went to lobby because that’s the only place for free wifi……. 

And I am so mad at myself. For not bringing things that I should! 

Honestly, the only thing I want to do that time is not insta-ing,facebook-ing,twitter-ing BUT  I want to do some readings. 

So I went to Berguna, their convenience store, and there is no magazine at all! 

Not so convenience huh? Hahahaha. 

I decided to lepak kosong at lobby till my bro came back! 

And about half and hour later, my brother came back from his family day stuffs. 

He is bringing along the beach sand with him. 

Our room is filled with sands! 

Not for long,after magrib, he went out again for family day dinner and I am not invited. 

Kesian. Nama penumpang. Sedar la dirik. Hahaha

This is the best part of the day.
Highlight of the night!!

He gave me money for dinner and asks me to call for room services so I don’t have to go down to have my dinner. 

The price for room services is slightly higher than you go sendirik to their restaurant. 

So, rebellious(wow) me decided to go to element on my own! 

First of all, the weather is very windy at that time and air pasang. 

The wave is so ganas and the sound of it so scary that I almost pissed myself. Kidding. 

As I mentioned earlier, the hallway is eerie looking because the view of the hallway is hutan and I got scared! 

I ran like Hussein boltz to the lift because I am imagining something at the forest is staring at me, and maybe something in the hallway with kain putih is chasing me, and of course, at that time also, I am imagining something is melekat at the ceiling and gave me eerie friendly smile.

That doesn’t end there. The lift.

The lift itself-reminds me of Adam Family maybe because of the colour. Hahahahaha. 

I survived!

I made my way to elements again. IT IS SO EMPTY!

I ordered myself a Laksa and milo. When this waiter sent me my laksa, he asks me this question “having dinner alone?” and I said, yes…. With little bit awkward in my voice. And he ask again. “whyyyyy?” and I said, “just because…? “ finally he left me and said, “enjoy your laksa and your warm milo!” 

THANK YOU LIKE FINALLY. 

WELL, when i was eating, Right in front of my eating table, there’s a lovely bird having their candle light dinner with flowers and two candles on their table. 

Worst part is, I am facing them.
My laksa is hot and little bit spicy (I am not the person who tahan pedas) and so I sobbed! 

Not because I am crying! Because the food is hot and spicy! 

The waiter look at me and said, “are you oookayyyy?" with a worried voice, and lots of question written on his face! I was like “yess! Pedas jak!” 

he must be thinking I am one of the broken hearted women who got sad after being dumb by my boyfriend, and crying looking at the lovely bird who is enjoying their time. Hahahaha!

The truth is, my bro left me for dinner and my bf is currently in Melaka doing his non-stop assignments. HAHA.

I went back to the lobby again because I don’t want to go to my room alone with the hope that abang will be back asap. But he didn’t. I got fed up waiting, so with the power I have in me, I made my step to my room. Of course, with some sort of running. Hahahahaha.

I tuck myself to bed with some pluggies on because my bro is a heavy snoring. Shortly after, he came back home.

Actually,even with pluggies, I can still hear him snore loud and clear….. why?! 

The next morning, before checkout, we had our breakfast at Elements because the breakfast is complimentary. 

I managed to get myself this for breakfast because i am not a heavy breakfast person. 

And so, that's my weekend! How's yours? 

Loves, 

Hafizha Husini. 

        xx 

Sekoh Attack

Hallo to every inch of you! 

I’m back! It’s the weekend haul ~  What are you up to during this weekend?

Well, as for me, today I went to Viva city with my darling Kai, since today is the opening day of our very own Viva city (VC) !! My first impression of VC is, it reminds me little bit of Pavi but obviously Pavi is Pavi, Viva is Viva. There’s so many famous branded shop open at VC & also good news to chicken lover! Nando’s is HERE! I am excited as I can’t wait to taste its wedges again! 

Fun Fact! I love Nando’s wedges more than its chicken. I personally think that the chicken taste too chicken. It’s okay if you don’t get me, but I TRIED.  

Apart from that, one of the interesting shops that caught my eyes is, Kaison. It reminds me little bit of Daiso, and Alya told me that Kaison reminds her of IKEA. Since I have never been to IKEA all my life YET, so I am picturing IKEA to be something like this but maybe more massive than Kaison. Well, I must say that the price is okay, not overpriced. I got myself a white musk room fragrance where you can hang it inside your wardrobe for only RM 1.60 per packet. Isn’t that cool?! OF COURSE IT IS! To whomever who loves Tumblr and wants to have a Tumblr kind of room, Kaison is for you. Definitely. If you are the person that into house deco, Kaison is for you. Into Plushies? Kaison is the place for you. Sick of your same plain old room wall? Kaison is for you. Why? There’s like a roll of wallpaper that only cost you RM 20. Desperate for present paper for incoming Christmas? They sell it only for RM 0.50 per paper. It’s cheap. The quality is fantastic. How can one say no to Kaison? I can’t.  I have so many in my wish list, but I decided to put it on hold because my room is going to be my sister wedding room. So I cannot do anything to décor it yet, so perhaps other time. Hehe.  At some point maybe I should ask Kaison to pay me for advertised their shop? JK!

I am emphasizing only to the shop that only I am excited for. HAHA. 

Anyway, do you know what Zanmai sushi is? It’s going to be in KUCHING THIS END OF DECEMBER! Yay to all sushi lovers! I am not going to downgrading sushi king because sushi king is life before I tasted Zanmai back in KL months ago but honestly, after  I TRIED the taste of beautiful Zanmai, I am never be able to move on from Zanmai.Zanmai almost brought me to tears when I tasted it. I just can’t forget the memories of first time eating it. To the point, our table remains silent for about 2 minutes because we’re enjoying the sensation of Zanmai.. HAHAHA. The green tea is FREE FLOW! You mainly have to pay for RM 2 something if I’M NOT MISTAKEN. Zanmai is LIFE!

What else that caught my eyes?  OH YES! I bought a pair of mask from FACESHOP for RM 13 and few cents only! 

They are doing 3 days OPENING sale, so if you purchase one mask, you will be entitled for another free mask. So as someone who is sik mok rugi, 

I BOUGHT THE FAMOUS ANIMAL MASK! CANT WAIT TO TRY! 

credits to google

Oh there’s a Laneige shop too! I love LANEIGE! I am using Laneige as my daily skin care routine. I’ll to say, hands up to laneige because it works on me. My skin is slowly recovering but! There’s still a scar here and there on my face such as my cheeks and chin. There’s time when pimple popping out here and there but Laneige spot gel is my savior!

credits to google

Hmm, now that I don't know what else to talk about, guess that’s all from me then my dearest beautiful creature, May Allah bless you always!

Goodnight!

Loves,

Hafizha

xx 

2015

Hello, I’m back. It’s been years since my last post, and I’ve decided to come back here! Greetings to every inch of you!

I have reasons to be back here.

• I WANT TO IMPROVE MY WRITINGS. LET IT BE MY GRAMMAR, ENGLISH, YOU NAME IT. 
• I THINK I NEED TO WRITE BECAUSE WRITING IS ONE OF MY PASSIONS BEFORE. SO MAYBE I STILL HAS IT IN ME?

ANYWAY! I’m back! Haha

Now that I’m back, I would like to update anything about me.

I am still me; I think I might gain about 4 kg’s far from what I used to weight before…. (WHY? )
My sister is engaged. I know this has nothing to do with me, but she’s my sister!
I am still with my beloved boyfriend and counting! YAY!
Currently is my final semester in UiTM. Damn time sure if fast!
&&& sadly I can’t think anything aside from the stated above!

SOMETHING TERRIBLE HAPPEN TO ME
(Might be little bit of exaggerating but you get me right)

So, today, I have an audit class. Our lecturer is very strict I TELL YOU! Last week, he told us to be in a group of 6, and we are assigned to do weekly assignment where right after class ends, we need to send a framework by 12pm to his email. (Our class starts at 8 am and supposed to end at 12 pm but he let us out by 11am) ALSO, he will assign us extra homework to be sent to his padlet.

ALSO ( trust me on this, this will be the last also)

He told us that he will randomly choose any group in the class to present weekly topics. RANDOMLY. Did I mention that all of us need to send completed form of the framework in a full elaboration a day before our class too? NO I DID NOT. So, in a way, all of us MUST/HAVE/COMPULSORY to do a preparation for the weekly presentation in case we get LUCKY.

And so the day finally came. WEDNESDAY 8 AM.

I woke up late! Luckily my roommate, baby is in the same class as I do, and also she’s in my grouping. Therefore she woke me up and the clock is showing 730am ALREADY! SHIT! I CANT ARRIVED LATE TO HIS CLASS!

I speed like ultimate storm. I speed like I am the actress in the fast furious. I speed like I am about to shit. Ok.

And we managed to get in his class IN TIME. He came and he said, the group with the name of
TWO ALYA’S, PLEASE PRESENT. GROUP 6. AND REALITY HIT US! IT’S OUR GROUP!
I can see that my jaw is dropping. Like madly drop.

I AM NOT READY FOR THIS.

We went in front and our presentation starts with me greetings.

Okay first of all,
I LOVE PRESENTING.
SECONDLY,
back in Curtin, I USED TO PRESENT COUNTLESS OF TIMES. My English might NOT be first class, my presenting skill is not first class, but least I will try my best to talk. 

BUT

I AM SO DAMN NERVOUS THAT I LOOK LIKE A PANCAKE WITHOUT A BUTTER
(wait, is pancake required a butter?) why am I so nervous?

I am about to say, good morning to mr bla bla bla and my beloved fellow course mate.

“As for today, our group will be presenting introduction to audit. “

INSTEAD YOU KNOW WHAT I SAID?!

AS FOR TODAY, OUR GROUP WILL BE REPRESENTING INTRODUCTION TO AUDIT.

THAT’S IT!! REPRESENTING?! LIKE SERIOUSLY? REPRESENTING?!!!

INNER ME IS LITERALLY SCREAMING AT ME. HOW SHAMEFUL. HE SHOOK HIS HEAD AND SAID IT’S

  PRESENTING NOT REPRESENTING.

And you can imagine the rest. In the movie, people normally woke up and start to realize it’s just a presentation and they will give their 100% to their listener is way that to show he is not mad by making mistakes. A proof that he is not rubbish and so.

BUT THIS IS REALITY MY DEAR. The reality truck didn’t hit me. They DIDN’T HIT ME JUST LIKE HOW MY PUBERTY DIDN'T HIT ME!!!! 

I screwed up BIG TIME!

I read AND understood on what audit & what their objective are a night before and while waiting for him to come. However, during that time,
my brain decided to close their factory; shut down all the system.
While standing In front, I was looking like a stupid girl that didn’t even prepare anything for the presentation. Oh god not to mention how bad I were looking where I ASK FOR A MINUTE TO GET MYSELF READY. LIKE DUDE. WHY DID I EVEN?! JUST STOP ALREADY! I continued talking. He corrected me and yet I still making the same mistake.

He said audit supposed to check not to ensure

And I keep on saying the word

ENSURE ENSURE ENSURE.

LIKE WTHELL? WHAT IS EVEN WRONG WITH ME TODAY?!

But my audit lecturer is a very cool person, he might be little bit harsh but he’s okay. I like him.

It’s just me. Haha.

So. That’s where I leave my pride & dignity. 

Let me hide myself in the box of potato and come back anytime my dignity has found her way.

Goodnight!

Loves,
Hafizha

XX

Day 86

hello.
updating blog a day before new year are too mainstream so i decided to update my blog 3 days before 2014.

so, 2013.
unexpected year. I've been through a lot this year. nevertheless the sadness, the anger, the happiness,joyousness, laughter, tears and so many more.

here i am. still the same hafizha but not the typical high school girl way of thinking anymore. Met tones of new people, studying in a new place, staying in hostel, no more twitter update of "i wanna go somewhere apart from miri" cause i wanted now is to stay in Miri.

so here some pic of 2013 journey.

day 85

wow.. i miss you. i miss you so much. how are you? did u eat well?

Day 84

Good day fellow citizens!

So, for the past few weeks, i did some readings. yeah some readings. basically, i read a lot. some people just couldn't see it in me. :(

so I started cool with "Me and Mr darcy"

well okay. basically, cerita tok not bad. a story about a girl known as Em, where she is purely in love dengan segek buku tok known as pride and prejudice. 

dalam cerita pride and prejudice tok, ada sorang laki nya mr darcy & this Darcy guy memang gentleman lah. 

so, day after day, years after years, sikda sorang pun Em dapat rasa ngam an nya cos nya mala jak wondering why do man these day aren't like mr Darcy at all.. so one day, her friend, known as Stella, would like to bring her along for vacation. In Spain? Mexico? ah couldnt remembered. but she doesnt want to go and suddenly ada flyers about a trip with mr darcy for lecturer lovers. so shockingly, she went there... 

ok have to admit this. orang dekat sia suma kooks. oldies, no single attraction at all. except for one guy who is basically a journalist. if im not mistaken. hahaha. and known as ... i dont know. lupak. HAHA. 

during her trip to England, or London, i dont know which and which. *ok now i can see im not a good reader*

she happen to meet Mr Darcy. afraid not, this Darcy guy that she met is the one that supposed to be in that fiction book "pride and prejudice". she tried to show this Darcy guy about he is in the book, tp buku ya all blank. 

wanna know more? READ IT! 

after a week of reading Me and Mr Darcy. I tried to start reading another book. called as "One Day"

ahhh i dont know what to say. its a story about two mates, Emma & Dexter. Em obviously so in love with Dex, tp Dex mcm never give a god damn and they stays as a buddieh for many years. 

and i didnt read it till end. cos... it didnt amazed me. maybe im going to see their movies instead... oh they make a movie about it tho! so i guess its a great masterpiece but maybe i am the only person who didnt appreciate the stories? i leave it to you to decide. :3

after half way of reading "One day" and decided to stop, i continually my journy by reading "Spotlight" by Hana Fox.

a story about a young girl known as Madison. wanted to be a singer right after she graduated her high school. she lives in Ohio and wanted to pursuing her dreams as a singer in new york. So, she stayed with her bff ; Leesa. 

because she have no money, she have to followed up her life by working as a stripper at Spotlight. with that much of money, she's joining a singing class and able to pay her singing class along. one day, a guy called Beau came to Spotlight and offered her to be a star. to be a singer, with the talents she have in her, she is then recognizable by everyone. she is America sweetheart. 

read this book if u would like to know more! 

HIGHLY SUGGESTED! 

I am now currently stop reading because i suffered from a massive migraine  its been two days already and i cant barely stand the price. 

Allah,please bless me.

Amin.

so long reader!

Haffy Husini,

xoxo

Day 82

I miss you, Nizar Zacariyya. 

Do you know that? 

12.12.2012

Hello, its been a while since i last updated my blog. so, i can say this is my recent stories.
in conjunction of triple 12 day, i would like to do some writings.
and yes, forgive me for my awkward-ness cause I am no longer good in telling sorry *ops, never I WILL*

Not so interesting story starts.

Where to start, how to start, why should I start, when to start. I DON'T KNOW. I never felt this kind of emotion before. I never. maybe yet its too early for me to speak out about love matter cause bitch please I am damn sweet 19th. just a matter of few more weeks, then its 2013 and here you go, I am 20.

but hey, as a human being, I can lied to myself. I just can't.

Do know that kind of feelings that you really love someone that you know he is the one for you no matter how bad they has treated you, no matter how many heart breaks has you longing with, you still can't lied to yourself that he is STILL the one for you. AND the hardest part is, when your heart and your mind also speaks the same language.

Do you know that, we tend to hurt people that we love the most. Yes, no doubt. Yes.

YOU WILL 

and you may have and you actually had done it. 

Day 80

Can you see how hard I'm trying here?

hello people. hello hello hello.

haritok aku nak update more to mok merepak kedirik.
aku bencik perasaan insecure. sometimes kdk.. i want to be pretty too. i want to be rich too. i want this i want that. i want that body. i want that leg.  i want that shoes that shirts that money that everything.

EVERYTHING.

kadang-kadang, bila compare kan dirik kta ngan orang lain, kta akan rasa down. kenak aku sik kdk sidak? am i that bad? how come i never be one of them too? its normal isnt it? kadang2 i cant hold it any longer.

insecure feelings when our bf ex lover, flirt-ayyy buddieh is way way better than we are. i have to admit this. sometimes i do feel that way. i do not know why, but i able to control the feelings and trying to live normally.

you know, my condition now memang terribly not good. not awesome at all. I had fail my maths paper so i have to repeat that sub in the next sem so i have 6 subjects all the way. aku terpaksa belaja kdk the same thing nok aku blaja last sem time class maths. aku terpaksa attend kelas nok sama kdk apa di blja aku dolok. aku rasa kdk fucking down. i never want this. NEVER.

my relationship? okay basically we end up being someone that actually in love with each other tapi. sik gerek? he didnt ask for it yet so we are now living a teman tapi mesra relationship. i dont know should i be happy or not but its okay. i'll leave it to him. i really love him more than everything. really. this time i manage to learn a lot of things. seriously. kta sik boleh selfish when it comes to relationship. kta mst pk ttg duak2 instead of one.

such as,
mtk break sbb kta pk nya sik happy an kta. haihh. its clearly stated that we're happy yet we gonna end up everything because of false assumption. FUCK IT. mun sik happy sik la tetak2 all the time.

when u stop smiling for no reason whenever thinking bout that person, stop smiling whenever looking at the pic that u guys took, or that person pic, to me, the love within it already gone. mati. mampus dah.


 haih abang is leaving to shah alam again soon. this comin sunday. you never know how it feels to be stuck at home. tgk orang pergi and come from u. and all u do is waiting for them to come back. sakit. sedeh. suma2 lah. sakit eh. sik pat di mejin apa di rasa. mok juak rasa kdk away from miri to feel how the exact feeling tinggal hometown and kdk balit kt hometown asa syurga alu-alu. haha.

last hol, 4 bulan cuti, aku sik pat g cne2. kdk.. wtfuck la. haih.

i dont know what else to say. lamak sik emo merepak mcm2. ok bye people. thanks for reading. ciao~

Day 79

I miss you. I miss Us. 

Day 76

i saw a new followers. thanks for following guys. :)

Day 75

There's a diff between jealousy and madness.

For me, i can still able to captivate the idea of jealous.

Dont ask me to tolerate with the madness because bitch, i can't.

Day 74 Happy New Year!

Hello world. Good day eh? yeap yeap. Today, i would love to talk about my awesome past which is my 2011. Man, cant believe 2011 is now a history. Believe it or not. YES NO? no? okayy. fine.
In the year of 2011, trillion of good and bad things happened!

Note: this will be the longest post EVE-RRRRR. *i guess* boohoo~ :3
please click (x) if you didnt wish to cont reading. chalo bettay.

Who ever who decided to stay, well, lets start! *walk together*

My Grand Opening for the year of 2011 were super awesome where i managed to celebrate it with my bff ; Aniqah, at klcc. The feeling after seeing a lot of fireworks in the skies was the best feeling ever. Everyone who is standing behind infront right and left wishing Happy New Year and all.

Good things has came to an end, I then went back to Miri a week earlier due to what had gets into me. Poor me. sakit mata. Hahaha. Ive been spending my good times alone watching Korean dramas for the whole month because of my eyes.

The next few weeks, I always went out with this boy, rather to be known as Zac. So, basically, we were friends like how friends should be. Since both of us were single, there should be no harm to another party if we went out together. Honestly speaking, there’s no such thing as lovie doviey involve at such time when we always went out together. And I had started working at Dayang Teras Shipping Sdn. Bhd as a receptionist. How’s work? Oh gosh. I had a great time working there. I guess. Good pay tho. 

Months after months, March finally approaching. Rumors about me and Zac were dating spreading like hell. I swear nothing had come between us until 17^th March 2011. Idk how and why… We were officially an item on that day! HAHA. Right on my friend’s birthday.

So, to make it short, here's the list what had happened last year. :3
 

• New boyfriend, where I’m glad he is mine :3
• I started to earn my own money. (Working at Dayang Teras)
• Received my SPM Results where I managed to get 3A’s some B’s and C’s. *I can’t remember*
• ada lesen keta!  
• Went to Jazz Fest w boyfie :3
• he went to Puncak Alam 
• Started my Uni Life In Curtin Sarawak.
• Have a new best Girlfriend! :D
• One of my closest friend pursuing her studies in Ausie.
• Managed to learn tons of moral value of lives.
• Know which one are a true friend and a great foe.
• A great Raya Aidilfitri Celebration.
• abang graduate! :D
• The worst Raya Haji ever! 
• Abah accident 
• Goodbye braces! :( 
• Best Birthday EVER! 
• Celebrating my New Year by watching TV (MTV World Stage 2011) :D 

I think that is the best part of my last 2011. I am very content with what had happened last year. What happens in 2011 will stays in 2011. I hope in this 2012, everything will be much better and I hope Allah bless my fam, relatives friends, & all of you!

A Picture to remember :')
2011 memories from jan to dec :D 

 

Im 19th this year where... im turning 20 next year :'(

Write again soon.
xoxo~

Day 73 Happy Birthday To me! Sweet 18th!

Hello Everyone :)

Yesterday was my Birthday! The first person who called me to wished me a Happy Birthday, tak lain tak bukan, my beloved boyfriend :* Zackyy!!

he even the first person who wrote on my wall! :D

Right after he posts that, I think he straight away called me and managed to be the first! A moment later, my dear ppg Aniqah who is currently in KL now, called me to wish me a HB too. I was overjoyed and I sound so happy. OF COURSE. And my another ppg, Aqilah, also text me to wished me a HB too.

A min later, Zac asked me to be on Skype. At first I refused because I’m so lazy to get my ass in front of the lappy. Seems that he wanted to be on skype so badly, so I granted his desire. :p He gave me a file named ^^ . I know something inside but you see, I decided to open it next morning. He asked me to call him when I want to open that file in the next morning. So yeah, I did. I saw him on the video! What do I feel at that moment? Seriously, I can cry even! I was laughing and I told him, I saw you in the video. Hahaha. He sang me a birthday song. I couldn’t ask for more. This is my first. First time in my lives, my boyfriend sings me a birthday song. He recorded it evennn! If he is right in front me, I will hug him for sure. No doubt. hahaha. If you were in shoes, you will do the same.  So this is the video! 

 Click to play! :D

Two of my girlfriend, Nadine and Najwa plan to celebrate my birthday at Grand Palace. Makan dim sum! So while waiting for Najwa to pick me up *I’m the birthday girl so, yeah, Queen Sehari* Zac little sister called me and wished me Happy Birthday. I’m quite touched somehow because OMG, SHE CALLED TO WISH ME A HAPPY BIRTHDAY. Hahahaha. She asked me to come over to her house. I want to ask more but… I did not have the guts to do so. Somehow, I sensed something fishy already! So I texted Zac. He said maybe because Nana wants to spend her time to be with me on my birthday. I was like, something not right. I know! This is sooooo out of the blue. 

 Then....

I went there and yeah. I received this..!

 Diana F+ from my Babyy! 

He told his siblings to keep it for me and to give it to me on my Birthday. Speechless terus. I feel like crying. This is like too much. I know it’s my birthday, but he did a lot of things for me already. OMGGGGG. I love you Zackyy! <3 hahahaha. Omg…He wrote something inside the book too! I can't stop smiling when i read those pretty lines. You are a good boyfriend baby, i couldn't ask for more!

In the another border, My pretty babies Najwa and Nadine; Double N’s; did not let my Birthday Bash  down. Nadine gave me Sereni & Shentel Green Head band. Najwa, she treat me Dim sum ;) she told me she will get me something soon, but Naaaah. No need baby. I’m grateful you guys are willing enough to celebrate my born day together with me. 

Then, moving onnnn to Terminal! Karaoke moment!

So, rm 15 for 7 hours i think. segek kepalak rm 15.We had fun! We sang about 62 songs...... no wonder my voice are cracking by now. little bit :3 

Time flies when we are having fun. It sure is. :) This is what I get on my Birthday yesterday :D 

 

I decided to name my Diana; Luna :D so, yesterday after i reached back home. I replied every single mention on Twitter and replied every Birthday wish on Facebook. Thank you guys for kind enough to wish me a goodie goodie Happy Birthday! I’m touched. :’) Really I am. 

On that night, Nurul asked me to wait for her. So I did. Sekali tgk, she bought me a Birthday Cake! nya bediri depan gate bawak cake. hahahaha. She even called my Bf to join her lagu lagu birthday song for me. HAHA. Thank you Babe! I love you :’) 

Neway, ya baju nya bagik! di suroh pake terus. :D 

In conclusion, this year mmg the best birthday ever la. Thank you for wishing me, Thank you for calling me, Thank you for texting me and all. I really grateful and appreciate it with alllllll my heart content!  *Group Hugs* 

I never know birthday is the happiest and best thing that ever happened in human ever. Thank you Again guys. Rasa Special LALU OKAY!

So, im going to end my blog post regarding about my Sweet 18th! 

thank you once again,

Lots of love,

Haffy Husini 

p/s: OH DAMN... its been a while i didnt write an essay. sorry for the bad grammar or wtv it is. Me no good in English. :)

Bye people, I"m officially 18th ALREADY!