Sunday, January 30, 2011

Day 14

sobs sobs. hahahaa

Wednesday, January 26, 2011

Day 7

ritok aku ym ngn kwn aku. and nya cta nya dh bubah.
aku rasa mcm sedeh n mcm jaek ati and rasa mcm ati ku sebak bila dga cta nya.
alhamdulillah. aku arap nya akan berjaya and terus maintain mcm ya sampe nya dh bejaya kelak. (:

Wednesday, January 19, 2011

Day 4

hi guys. sikda mood alu aku rtok. i tot today will be a good day but end up to be a disaster. fuck.
i finally got a job. my very first job. at reject shop. however, idk eh. my parents kata nyusah la pa la mok anta mok ambik. yala.. i understand ba.. sorry ba nyusah.

this wont last if only i can drive. if only la. but the saddest part is. im gonna kusus keta ri ahad tok la pulang. haih.
and since i mok keja dah, my friend sik sempat jumpa me personally.
sorry la. i know my bff marah me right now. sik la marah mcm kecik ati. sorry la babe.):
i need money. if i dont need any, sikda la mok keja tok.. gus elek umah pa suma..

haih. i dont know la. some part of me sik soh keja jak.
and abah buk jak nyuroh keja rah tpt aunty tok.
awal2 sik padah. bila dh g interview pa suma buk nak madah. haih.

sies, totally mood-less. FUCK.

Tuesday, January 18, 2011

Day 3

What do you know about friend?
Well, I googled the definition for friend and I got this as the results.

A friend is a person who comes and won't judge a flower by its color.
A person who will never give up on you.
A person who will comfort you when storms of tears are in your mind.
A person who will just have some fun with you and give you a good laugh.'
A person that doesn't mind expressing their happy or sad feelings to you.
By: Tara

Do you think ure one of the above statements?
If u does, well, ure a good friend. 
I have a lot of good friends, who is willing to help me if there’s a problem. 

However, I also has the type of friend who only using u when they need u and leave u when they already had a better life’s. I also have this kind of friend that I really trust however we ended as a enemies. Isn’t that sad? Yes. I know. 

Do I hate that person? To tell u the truth. After what had happened, I still care about that person. After since that person wrote something bad at the FB status, I decided to not give a damn about that person nemore. Yet, the partner UN-FRIEND me in FB. Isn’t that sad? U un-friend me just because ur partner had a problem with me. Why can’t that person that hates me un-friend me then?

Some people can be as pathetic as the cloudy weather is. If u has this kind of friend, let them go. U doesn’t deserve them. You still have a lot of good people around u. that appreciate u more than anyone else does! (;

Monday, January 17, 2011

Day 2

Oh hello guys. happy new year!

Is it quite late already for me to wish you guys a happy new year?
Well, better late than never!
First of all, I want to say sorry to all people that I hurt in year 2010. I’m still young, so u has to forgive me for that. HA-HA. Obviously, I always wanted to be all perfect but nothing seems to be perfect in year 2010. 

Dear 2010, 

Even though I suffered a

  •  bad friend fight as a opening of 2010
  • a terrible headache
  • a bad fever
  • sitting for Big exams (SPM),
  • Terrible breaks up 
  •   Losing one of the family members
  • Knowing the closest to me is a back stabber
  • Cried a lot
  • Having the worst Raya ever
  •  Bad birthday

And so much more!

BUT, yes, there’s a but.

 At the same time
  • I become more stronger than before 
  • Knowing what’s life
  • The closest to u can become the biggest enemy of urs
  • If the one that u loved is not meant to be, then its not
  • Knowing which one the real friend is
  • Happy.
  • Realize no matter what happen, family is always there for you.
New Year resolution

Haven’t thought of one yet. But I hope my lives getting better in year 2011
Happy New Year guys!
Wish u guys a very great year!

Sunday, January 16, 2011

A story about a girl name

Hello. I’m  Nur Hafizha. Single and trying to get comfortable about it. I will write about my love lives more often in the future. So u doesn’t have to know why I’m not comfortable about it and the reason why we broke up. I’m 17th years old. Still young and still waiting for my SPM results. I’m not good talker neither a good writer nor I’m not good in English so basically I have a lots of grammatical error and please just let it be.
I was born in a very happy family. 

I have 5 siblings and I’m lucky num 4.I'm very sensitive and I cried often. People can’t really get along with me if they didn’t know me because I’m unpredictable. Sometimes, me myself having difficulties to know what I want. That is why I’m a loner. That is why whenever something happen I rather kept it instead of telling others what’s wrong with me. The only person that I always tell my prob is only my ex. That’s why he told me once, that I’m burdening him with my troubles and my problems. I’m sorry dear. Letting go this difficult loves is the best for us. Because I don’t want to see u suffered anymore. You’re having enough already.

My blog isn’t about loves only. It’s about my lives. Totally 100% true.
Nothing beats experienced.
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